My biggest choice this year was to let something go. That decision that had me in a mix of
emotions, I let go of a relationship that I kept myself in for years. I knew it
was going no where, but I also knew he was a great guy. It just wasn’t meant to
be for us. It was very comfortable, we laughed a lot and I truly cared for him,
but I wanted more. I wanted someone to share in my daily life.
I knew by staying I wasn’t allowing myself to experience the type of
relationship I truly want to have in my life. There was this knowing what my
heart long for coupled with the fear of being totally alone. I knew I had
to "do it afraid" and take that leap into the unknown. As hard
as it was for me, I took that leap. I felt heart broken and lost. Again, fear
crept in...again & again...tempting me to go back to what was safe. I
knew in my heart that I had done the right thing, but my head could only dwell
on what I had lost. Then, as the saying goes…when one door closes another opens. Surely it did
just that.
Now, I can look back on that relationship and give thanks
for what it brought to my life at that time...and smile.
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