What am I obsessed with…
clouds.sunsets.sunrises.the moon.colors of autumn.the first sign of spring.feeling the sun on my skin.decorating my home.shoes & shoes.big rings.color.textures.learning.growing.coffee.silence.music.flowers.dreaming.the beach.sound of the waves.sand between my toes.laughing.smiling.hugging.kissing.holding hands.pilates.going barefoot.painted toenails.red wine.fonts.photography.self portraits.painting.art.quotes.my boys.the color gray.candles.vases.being authentic.thai food.sushi.dark chocolate.love.
What I do know…
i know love my boys & they are the most important thing in my life.i know i love having long hair because my mom always made me have short hair when I was young.i know don’t care for grocery shopping.i know constantly dream about how to decorate my home.i know can’t use a pen if it has a missing cap.i know love the smell of the beach.i know love the smell of lilacs.i know look at the night sky every evening.i know love connecting to like-minded people.i know have the worlds bestest friends.i know mom is awesome and always, always there for me.i know couldn’t keep up with my house if it wasn’t for my dad.i know how it feels to be hurt.i know how it feels to be loved.i know enjoy putting a smile on someone’s face.i know I most certainly love to laugh until my face hurts.i know i would secretly like to get a tattoo.i know have blue eyes and am left handed.i know wholeheartedly I love being creative.i know am thankful for my life and the wonderful people in it.i know love playing sports & miss that I don’t do it much anymore.i know i am more brave than i think i am.
What I don’t know…
i don’t know why it took me so long to love me.i don’t know what kind of tattoo i would get if i was brave enough to get one.i don’t know what i will look like when i’m old.i don’t know why grey hairs poke straight up from your head J.i don’t know how i will feel when one of my boys moves out of my house.i don’t know why the grass is green or sky is blue.i don’t know what happens for sure after you die.i don't know why it hurts to leave when you know you can't stay.i don’t know how it thunders.i don’t know why a fire is so mesmerizing.i don’t know why i could sit for hours and stare at the stars.i don’t know why heights make me nervous.i don’t know why people blush.i don’t know why i am scared to death to do karaoke.i don't know why bad things happen to good people. i don’t know why i am here, but sure glad i am.
Thank you so much for your kind words. I love that you shared the intimate details of your lists here. The way they are published reminds me of words that are cut out and pasted in word art fashion~very lovely. I know I am glad to meet you, that we both have blue eyes, and that we are both discovering why we are here. :)
ReplyDeleteLove the inspirational image. I can relate to so much of what you have said. Sometimes the hardest part of life is truly knowing oneself. Have a great weekend.
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